metastasized.

Funny how I'm strung along
'Cause I'm just the opposite of strong
Funny how nobody saw
When I cried out so loud and long

Funny how you swore you'd be there and then you weren't
Funny how I got vulnerable and then got burned
Funny how this support system was the lie I bought

The hands on the clock indicated the darkness
And that's when I lifted arms for your aid
I hope you regret letting me think you're around

And now I remember why I always thought friendship wasn't worth it
Because it isn't


I'm pulled apart, a fibrous existence
With strings and cloth strewn all around
Behold my pieces

It's not just you this is killing
It's metastasized to my essence